I hate my life... *sigh* Hell isn't freezing over (though my computer screen did) *Ominous sign 1*
There I said it.. I had to...
Its just one of these you have to say once in a while.

I've been feeling a bit pissed at the fact people can be so unfair... life can be so unfair. Being a controlling person I feel that I should at least have a reign on my life if I can't piss people off by manipulating theirs. I'm not outspoken or have any firm ambitions but I can't be ignored just because I choose to be invisible. I'm not sucidal nor am I creepy looking black clothes wearing person. I don't have a problem with happy people and its not false that I'm happy. It's just that I don't want to change. I want to be and not be judged because of that.

I just wish people would stop being judgmental. I hate that and I hAte hypocrites.

Sorry for ranting so much but I feel SO Angry and no event or incident has caused all this ruthlessness out of me.

This is the first time I've realized how ruthless I can feel.. (not be... never be) I've even refrained from writing stuff like cursing everyone to the 7th level of hell. uh... does that exist.. whatever, you know what I mean.